Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
i still blog despite myself.
because letting people including strangers know more about me is the last thing i want to happen. but of course i dont mind for people who are closer..
but i cant be bothered to set a password for this shit and go around informing my good friends about it lah.
damn, im blabbering gibberish again.
and to think back, i also find my last post kinda extravagant.
well zzz that's me for you, an idiot who always fails to do things right.
im worried for my napfa score.
my stamina is deteriorating, i friggin' can only score at pull-ups and 2.4
i suck at the rest.
my arms are short, and i cant fucking jump for SBJ or turn swiftly for shuttle run.
look man, i am this FIT -_-"
i want at least silver this year, and im going to work towards it.
even though it's going to make my wrist suffer.
i dont give a damn about anything else, I WANT AT LEAST SILVER FOR NAPFA.
mfft, ignore that.
angry at the fucking state im in now.
"I'm telling you for the last time, I say that you can't and that's that."
all because of a minor infection, i cant swim.
i feel like dying, since i kena infection at my wrist, i havent stepped into a swimming pool until now, because everyone said no.
lack of frequent training in the pool may be the cause of my deteriorating stamina too. but whatever lah! bah, i feel like such a loser now.
im still angry at myself for not being able to find kor.
we missed the chance yesterday. and i dont even know when we'll ever meet again..
P.S. don't condemn me, i have no reason whatsoever to hate band.
8:55 PM
Let your heart out.
I wannnY
my loved ones to be happy :D to be your BFF :) a better day more 2g outings :/ Drama SYF Gold
get computer fixed (yes, AGAIN) finish Death Note manga (T.T cannot la) KO One subbed episodes! T.T finish Magister Negi Magi It Started With A Kiss subbed episodes! T.T finish Hana Kimi finish Devil Beside You watch them live again :D good + high capacity mp3/mp4 go back again ): Chantaburi ♥ Sense 365 Days With Golf-Mike Big Ass Begins The Collection Focus volunteer to help out at Mutts and Mittens! own comp/laptop muahahah. learn to cycle/blade properly :DDD